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[26 Jul 2005|11:49pm] Turtle 002 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[17 May 2005|02:25am] You Are a Retrospective Soul The most misunderstood of all the soul signs. Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are. You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life. You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor. Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily. But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes. For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present. You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life. Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[16 May 2005|10:20pm] 002 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[05 Apr 2005|07:34pm] I was upset and angry - I know what I said was wrong. 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[18 Mar 2005|02:14am] ( 2 Years ) but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[08 Mar 2005|12:01pm] How Insane Are You? Created by andy and taken 50775 times on bzoink! Name Age Your problem Generally Psycotic Will it be cured My sources say no Insanity 96% Create a Quizlet | Search Quizlets | Go to bzoink! 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[05 Mar 2005|06:25pm] I miss the blurty days :\ but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[04 Mar 2005|03:37am] look, a turtle 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[02 Mar 2005|09:55am] [ mood | :) ] Look at him go! 002 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[24 Feb 2005|12:23pm] [ mood | piss shit ] Stupid mother fucker told me to wait to sign up cause he was too lazy. Now I have to wait a fucking year to take my class.. I don't have time for this shit. I finally try to get shit done quickly so I have more time to do what I want, and I still get fucked over cause of someone else. God damnit. 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[23 Feb 2005|01:02am] I wish I had a reason to continue. 002 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[21 Feb 2005|01:07am] ( There's something about the look in your eyes... ) but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[17 Feb 2005|11:19pm] I never said/did anything that would hold you back from moving on.. I am glad you found someone to talk to - just respect the fact that I am not over you and the idea of someone else potentially taking my place hurts me. I don't want to think about it. but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[16 Feb 2005|10:06pm] I can't deal with this but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[15 Feb 2005|11:49pm] beep buhleepbeep beep beepmeepbeepbuleeppppbeep but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[13 Feb 2005|07:40pm] [ mood | loved.. ] I got the most wonderful valentines day e-card today... it made me happy on the inside and out ♥ 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[05 Feb 2005|01:50am] [ mood | insomnia ] The world is mysteriously beautiful while we sleep.. 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[04 Feb 2005|10:00am] ( We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride ) 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[03 Feb 2005|12:51am] [ mood | ... ] Have you ever felt like you're lost? Not like you're momentarily sad.. but you feel like you have no home, no soul, no being..? Like nobody could care less if you exist - including yourself. There is no reason to wake up, put on your shoes and go to work.. nor to even bother eating, sleeping, talking, breathing. I have lost everything, and showing no signs of finding it. I have nothing - nowhere to call home, no personality, no feelings but sadness...whats left? Flesh and bone. fucking wonderful. I need a reason but I'm guaranteed to be late.

[27 Jan 2005|01:52am] [ mood | crushed ] Why did this have to happen? what did I do wrong? why didn't things work out? We were happy We were content We shared big plans - It was almost official Why did we fight so much? are we that different? Why do I still love you so much? It would be easier if I could hate you, but I can't You are perfect..everything I could ask for.. why did I lose you? I am sitting here waiting for something that will never happen, you told me it won't..but why do I still wait? Why? Why can't we go back in time? I know its still in you, and I know its still in me.. why did we have to grow up so fast I am no me anymore. I don't know who the fuck I am. I'm scared. My one connection to reality is gone.. I am lost in this meaningless world and no one gives a fuck I need to accept it but I can't.. I won't. It just won't happen. nothing makes sense anymore.. I have no idea what is happening or what will happen All I know is I need to do something but I have no idea what that something is.. Do I start over? Do I run away? Do I change everything? Do I move on? Do I forget? Or do I throw in the towel and say no more? What do I do? I can't ask myself because making a decision on my own is impossible I am lost. John said it best.. Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it look as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday If only it were so easy.. and, scene. 001 going nowhere but I'm guaranteed to be late.

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